nothing

frankly, my mind goes blank now. i don’t know what to write although i know i have so many things to share with you. i’m just not in the mood to make this mind work, organize everything and blog. i am not in a bad mood and, in fact, i’m perfectly okay. hmmmm…. by the way, the previous post was meant to be a joke. masungit nga talaga ako pagkelangan magsungit pero that was just the crazy side of me typing those words. LOL! wala…. i’m having this self talk again… trying to rationalize everything i’m doing or thinking… anyway, have a great day everyone. maybe later i’ll have something to share with you.

i miss eating lambchops… di naman ako naglilihi pero gusto ko talaga kumain nyan ngayon... ililibre ninyo ako?

what’s your…

dream vacation?

it seems like this blog is naturally dying because of lack of post but, hey, i am excused because i’m on vacation and i just got back only to leave again for an extended one. so how’s everyone?

anyway, please do answer that question. what’s your dream vacation?

hey guys

i know you are waiting for part two but since i’m on vacation, you just have to wait. hahahaha! don’t worry. part two will be posted soon but for the mean time, try to visit each other’s blog. you are all posted anyway in my previous blog.

i have so much to say or write (like i always do) but i’m off for another lunch date again. ayan…. intriga na naman. date kami ng best friend ko. mga leche! i’ll try to answer your comments this weekend at ikukwento ko kung pano ako nagkaron ng sobrang daming instant friends gawa ni bagyong mamang frank. i got to meet very interesting persons…basta… kwento ko na lang next time.

have a great day everyone!

 

i need your help

i think i need more heads to figure out this situation. i know i have been telling my friends here about what i went through before and though i am living far away from those persons involved, there are times that i think i have gone pass them in terms of moving on. but do i really consider this moving on since i still get affected?

you see, i have this issue with one of my circles of friends. this group was really close to me because i was the string that attaches them all. i plan the gimiks, the outings, the parties… in the times that they were having a hard time getting everyone together, i pull the strings and make the get together happen. for 11 years they have been my friends and now i’m questioning the validity of the so-called friendship.

i had a very rocky relationship with my boyfriend. there was a time that for some complex reasons we hesitantly broke up. maybe we can consider it as a hiatus because we got back after a year and a half. in that dark one year and a half, i was so down and mopped out by misery that i really rely on friends who understand me to let me go on with life. maybe it was my mistake to think that i can count on them in times that i needed someone to listen to me without judging me. it was a mistake because they avoided me like i have some sort of a contagious disease. maybe they did that because my boyfriend is their friend too.

so try to see if i have the right to be “friends” with them… you know, be in a relationship which literally contains the essence of friendship.. or do i remain civil but be quiet when they are around; place a wall that will keep some sort of distance from one another. for me, i prefer the latter because i was truly hurt by their actions and words.

the following scenarios happened before which will describe why i felt violated and hurt. maybe you can help me sort my future actions because next week i will be seeing them again and my mind and heart are telling me to keep my distance.

questions

i was answering the comments of my previous entry when these questions suddenly popped out of my mind. a lot of things came up as my answer and i couldn’t help but laugh at myself. anyway, i just want to hear your answers. i’ll post mine tomorrow.

1. what or who killed the dinosaurs?

2. who thought about inventing soaps, toothbrush, toothpaste and shampoos?

3. what does gravity look like?

4. who designed the spoon and fork?

5. will manny pacquiao win again in his next game?

i’d like to be amused. i really want to know your answers.