i think it’s time for me to acknowledge the fact that some friends see something in me. that’s the reason why they come to me when they feel bad, disappointed, hurt, dismayed or simply down. i always dreaded the fact that i might not have anything to say to make them feel alright and the thought of having to say the wrong words, even if they are the truth, might not make things easier for them. it’s scary sometimes but having the ability to say 2t words per minute has its advantage too. i get to say stupid things that can make them laugh.
why am i bringing this up? it’s because a friend of mine is actually going through a lot lately. it’s long overdue already and she needs to move on but sometimes life has its way of pushing the obvious. life did that to her.
to my fellow vampire, amorgatory, i love you and you know very well i want the best for you. even if you don’t say anything about what you are going through, i can feel the pain and the struggle. you know you can always call me and don’t worry about life. you will be fine. i know that’s not therapeutic enough to say but all wounds heal. they all do. by the way, i’ll be seeing you now and we’ll binge over pizza to make you feel alright. there’s no defeat in love, friend, only love. like i always say, breakups only mean self improvement and i am happy to say that you are being kind to yourself now and actually improving. letting go and moving on doesn’t mean you are nothing. it means you have a very bright life waiting for you to live it. lab ya, murat, and i know you know it. life will be kinder now. i promise you.
here’s a song for every person whose heart has been broken, be it intentionally or not. read the lyrics and hold on to hope. THE SUN’S GONNA SHINE ON EVERYTHING YOU DO.
Say it’s true,
Black and blue
I can share your situation
Been holding our emotions back
Will only make us cry
If you go, I know
But you know, it ain’t so serious anyway
When the clouds arise we’ll live on…
Ocean Drive Don’t know why (Don’t know why) You’re so blue (So blue) The suns gonna shine on everything you do
And the sky (And the sky)
Is so blue (So blue)
The suns gonna shine on everything you do
He left you, black and blue,
Without a word of explanation
And he took your love for granted and
He left you high and dry
You know someday
When you’ll wonder what you see in him anyway
What that days arrives we’ll live on…
Ocean Drive
Don’t know why Don’t know why)
You’re so blue (So blue)
The suns gonna shine on everything you do
And the sky (And the sky)
Is so blue (So blue)
The suns gonna shine on everything you do
frankly, my mind goes blank now. i don’t know what to write although i know i have so many things to share with you. i’m just not in the mood to make this mind work, organize everything and blog. i am not in a bad mood and, in fact, i’m perfectly okay. hmmmm…. by the way, the previous post was meant to be a joke. masungit nga talaga ako pagkelangan magsungit pero that was just the crazy side of me typing those words. LOL! wala…. i’m having this self talk again… trying to rationalize everything i’m doing or thinking… anyway, have a great day everyone. maybe later i’ll have something to share with you.
i miss eating lambchops… di naman ako naglilihi pero gusto ko talaga kumain nyan ngayon... ililibre ninyo ako?
i was not in the mood to work yesterday so i pestered everyone in my YM. i was bored and not motivated. what can i do? so there… while chatting to a lot of them and actually left some messages to those who were hiding and been invisible, i discovered something. and again, out of boredom, chinismis ko sarili ko. yun nga lang hindi ko akalain na bigla itong magiging malaki… tingnan niyo na lang kung san napunta ang pagchichismis ko sa sarili ko. isipin niyong nagawan pa ng iba ng theme song ang chismis na yan. natuwa at natawa naman ako.
since tinatanong na lang din naman ni emoboy kung ano paborito kong kanta at nagdiclare na lang din naman si rio na dapat na theme song sa nangyari kahapon kaya ito…. hindi ko kagustuhan yan at alam kong sobrang gasgas na ng kantang yan pero in lieu of my katangahan, kachismisan at para naman makilig ang dentistang si rio at ng lalo akong tuksuhin ni mix, eto….. yoko nyan pero pag aksayahan ko na lang din ng space at ng mapangunahan ko na rin ang iba… (hahahah!) walang sense…hindi ko rin alam kung nagiging defensive ako nito o nagmumukhang pinagbibigyan ko lang si rio.. hahahaha! o sige na… kopyahin ko na lang din ang drama ni tapsi… O SIGE NA… AKO NA ANG MASAMA… AKO NA ANG MADUMI… teka, hindi bagay… pinapakilig ko ang ibang tao pero hindi dapat ganyan ang aking linya… O SIGE NA… KINIKILIG KAYO KASI KINIKILIG AKO PERO HINDI EH… ang labo pa rin…
ayan… yung song na yan dapat hindi para sakin… dapat kay rio yan at kay…… sino nga ba? at para kay emo… lalong nadagdagan ang mga favorite songs ko kasi pinahaba mo… pero itong kantang to walang kinalaman sa mga paborito kong kanta. pinagbibigyan ko lang si rio kasi… kinikilig sya…
kaya ang lesson: hwag itsismis ang sarili kung walang magawa..
i was watching the news last night and i don’t know if i’ll laugh or be irritated by what i was watching. i’m not much fond of sen. jamby madrigal because, in my opinion, she is always looking for war/confrontations/conflicts… however you call them… it’s like she’s always threatening someone by declaring she has something that can really shock the whole nation when, in fact, the whole nation is already numb of any of that.
anyway, there she was last night again battling somebody again for inheritance from her late aunt. i just can’t help but ask why does it have to be televised? that’s purely personal and family matter and shouldn’t she be keeping mum about it because that would mean she will be endangering her life and the rest of the clan especially with the substantial amount they are battling about? hmmmm…. that’s her life anyway.
i somehow understand her why she has to fight for what she thinks should be hers especially when there are speculations that there might be some hocus pocus in the last will and testament. but at least she has that testament to base everything. what do you think will happen if there was no last will and testament? chaos! believe me… it’s pure chaos.
