feeling blue
i think it’s time for me to acknowledge the fact that some friends see something in me. that’s the reason why they come to me when they feel bad, disappointed, hurt, dismayed or simply down. i always dreaded the fact that i might not have anything to say to make them feel alright and the thought of having to say the wrong words, even if they are the truth, might not make things easier for them. it’s scary sometimes but having the ability to say 2t words per minute has its advantage too. i get to say stupid things that can make them laugh.
why am i bringing this up? it’s because a friend of mine is actually going through a lot lately. it’s long overdue already and she needs to move on but sometimes life has its way of pushing the obvious. life did that to her.
to my fellow vampire, amorgatory, i love you and you know very well i want the best for you. even if you don’t say anything about what you are going through, i can feel the pain and the struggle. you know you can always call me and don’t worry about life. you will be fine. i know that’s not therapeutic enough to say but all wounds heal. they all do. by the way, i’ll be seeing you now and we’ll binge over pizza to make you feel alright. there’s no defeat in love, friend, only love. like i always say, breakups only mean self improvement and i am happy to say that you are being kind to yourself now and actually improving. letting go and moving on doesn’t mean you are nothing. it means you have a very bright life waiting for you to live it. lab ya, murat, and i know you know it. life will be kinder now. i promise you.
here’s a song for every person whose heart has been broken, be it intentionally or not. read the lyrics and hold on to hope. THE SUN’S GONNA SHINE ON EVERYTHING YOU DO. 
Say it’s true,
Black and blue
I can share your situation
Been holding our emotions back
Will only make us cry
If you go, I know
But you know, it ain’t so serious anyway
When the clouds arise we’ll live on…
Ocean Drive
Don’t know why (Don’t know why)
You’re so blue (So blue)
The suns gonna shine on everything you do
And the sky (And the sky)
Is so blue (So blue)
The suns gonna shine on everything you do
He left you, black and blue,
Without a word of explanation
And he took your love for granted and
He left you high and dry
You know someday
When you’ll wonder what you see in him anyway
What that days arrives we’ll live on…
Ocean Drive
Don’t know why Don’t know why)
You’re so blue (So blue)
The suns gonna shine on everything you do
And the sky (And the sky)
Is so blue (So blue)
The suns gonna shine on everything you do
(Repeat to fade)
murat my frnd , thank you soo much for all the love and support, youre always been there for me at times when i really dnt know how am i going to deal with you know…hahahha..muahhhhhhhhh labyuuuuuuuuuu muahaha tsup tsup i love the song ocean drive lolx
hehehe! scrapbooking naman tomorrow and pictorial. hehehe!
amorgatory
July 18, 2008 at 7:05 am
you are a good friend.
i think sometimes, you don’t really have to say anything for a friend,
simply being there does it big time.
honga… minsan just being quiet can do something great in making that person feel alright. pero sakin… just one stupid joke… minsan tama na yan para tumigil silang umiyak. btw, may blog ka ba?
prinsesamusang
July 18, 2008 at 10:44 am
Seryoso ang mukha ko habang binabasa ko ang post mo na to from the very beginning hanggang sa mareach ko ang isang word na nagpangiti sa akin. that’s murat. my niece and i used to call each other like that too. lol
you are indeed a friend to lean on. keep it up!
hhahaha! tawganay kamo MURAT man? hehehe! i used to hate that word but they insist on using that asta nga nadala na lang ko.
redlan
July 18, 2008 at 1:39 pm
Namamashal ako ng napadpad ako d2… at hindi ko inaakalang mahulog ang loob ko sa— post mo!!! Grabeh… I just melt away! Di nga… seryoso.. nakaka touch yung mga ganyang klaseng friend. Wala na kasi si Bespren ALing Baby eh..sa malayong lugar na kaya sa blog n lng kami nag uusap.
Heto pa,, yung kanta mo bagay na bagay sa message ng post! Naalala ko pa yung tono ng song grabe I can melt away again! Thanks ah.. wala lng.. may mga naalala lng ako nung nabasa ko post mo. Parang binalik yung feelings ko somewhere in my past. -and i like it. Hindi ko inaakalang magiging mushy ako sa loob ng 4 na minuto! wahehehe.. Pwede ba kita i- enroll sa Deyker(link)ko? Kailangan ko ng mga pupil na katulad mo eh.
Nice Post!
maswerte tayo because we have friends who think about us during struggling times. binabalik ko lang ang favor. hehehe! syempre, pwedeng pwede ako dyan sa deyker mo. gagawin din kitang VIP dito sa mansion ko pag may time ako mag ayos ng mansion ko. hehehe! salamat sa pagdaan.
themiseducationofzapped
July 19, 2008 at 6:47 pm
hayy…
i cud really relate with this one!
i just dont know but after i finished
reading tis i feel better..
nakz..papuri..haha..
ayan ate ah..
napapaenglish ako dito..
eym so tach wid wat cha sey!
pede po bang umiyakk?? hahaha…
“all wounds heal. they all do.”
yah. i know! this wound will heal.
“love. like i always say, breakups only mean self improvement and i am happy to say that you are being kind to yourself now and actually improving. letting go and moving on doesn’t mean you are nothing. it means you have a very bright life waiting for you to live it.”
damang-dama ko! hahaha!
at niaabsorb ko ang mga sinabi niyo…
wahhh!
bat ako nagdadrama dito??
haha..
buti na lang at napasyal ule ako dito..
i have read something inspiring
mukha nga nakakarelate ka… pwede mo na rin angkinin yan. pwedeng na rin letter ko yan sayo. hehehe! ok lang yan…. sabi ko nga, there is no defeat in love. ingat parati and God bless!
ayyzzz
July 20, 2008 at 2:02 pm
common denominator ….wahaha
gravity na ito hindi kita mahabol sa posting
parati ako naliligaw….wahaha
hahahaha! eh araw araw ako nagpopost eh. kung may computer at internet, siguradong may sasabihin ako.
kamotenista
July 22, 2008 at 3:31 am